Introduction: A Journey of Transformation
For years, I found myself deeply entrenched in the rigid structures of legalism, believing that strict rules and doctrines were the only path to righteousness. I was caught in a cycle of self-righteousness, constantly striving to meet expectations that ultimately had nothing to do with the grace of God. Looking back now, I can see that the “goggles” I wore, shaped by organizations like the United Pentecostal Church International (UPCI), distorted my understanding of God’s love and forgiveness. But through God’s mercy and His Word, I’ve come to a place of clarity and healing.
I began this website, Sinners Repent, not only as a way to process my own spiritual struggles but also in the hope that my journey could help others who feel trapped in similar situations. If you’re reading this and have ever felt lost, confused, or burdened by the weight of man-made doctrines, I hope my story can offer you some guidance and peace.
Repentance: The Key to True Freedom
Repentance isn’t just about acknowledging sin; it’s about a complete transformation of the heart. It’s a turning away from false teachings and the chains of legalism, toward a sincere relationship with God, grounded in His love and grace. True repentance doesn’t come from fulfilling a checklist of requirements but from recognizing the need for God’s mercy and letting go of the things that bind us. It’s a daily walk of humility, learning to align our lives with the principles of the Bible, not based on human traditions, but the authentic Word of God.
For many like myself, legalism can create a false sense of security — believing that if we just follow the rules perfectly, we are righteous. But this mindset, while it may look holy on the surface, can keep us from experiencing the true freedom that comes with grace. And it can even lead us into spiritual isolation, where we focus on the wrong things, such as appearance and behavior, rather than the inward transformation that God desires.
The Danger of Cultish Mindsets and Legalism in All Denominations
It’s easy to fall into a cultish mentality when we’re told that a specific group or set of practices is the only path to salvation. But the truth is, salvation comes from Christ alone. Not from a specific denomination, not from perfecting our outward behavior, but from believing in the finished work of Jesus on the cross and turning from our sins.
Many of us, whether we identify as Catholic, Baptist, Lutheran, Episcopalian, or even Christian Scientist, may not realize that we are trapped in legalistic systems. Yes, even the denominations most people would consider mainstream can be full of rules and traditions that, in essence, create a “works-based” salvation. These systems tell us that we must adhere to specific rituals, follow set doctrines, or live up to certain expectations to earn God’s favor. But Jesus rejected these legalistic practices — He came to free us from the weight of man-made rules that bind our hearts and minds. He did not come to establish more laws; He came to offer us grace.
If you’re stuck in one of these systems, feeling like you have to earn your place with God, I’m here to tell you: it’s okay to change today. You don’t have to stay in that cycle of guilt and self-effort. Repentance is about turning to God in humility, acknowledging that His grace is sufficient, and trusting in the work He’s already done. It’s not about being perfect — it’s about being real with God.
Sticking with Your Bible: The Freedom to Seek God for Yourself
As I’ve journeyed through my own spiritual healing, I’ve learned that the Bible — in whatever version you’re comfortable using — is the ultimate source of truth. There are countless translations, and each one has its value, but the most important thing is your connection with the Word itself. It’s not about adhering to a specific interpretation or the “right” translation, but about seeking God through His Word and allowing the Holy Spirit to guide you.
We don’t need to be trapped by the walls of a denomination or system that tells us what to believe. The Holy Spirit will lead us into all truth (John 16:13). Don’t let anyone else define your walk with God — let His Word speak for itself.
Conclusion: A Call to Repentance and Grace
Repentance is the first step in walking in freedom, but it’s only the beginning of a much deeper journey. For those of you who feel stuck in a legalistic mindset, or who have been hurt by cultish environments, I encourage you to begin your own process of repentance. Repentance isn’t just about turning away from sin; it’s about turning to God, who is waiting to embrace you with open arms.
May you find healing, peace, and freedom in the grace of God, knowing that He is with you every step of the way. You don’t have to wait for permission to change — today is the day. The grace of God is available to all, and His mercy is new every morning.